attended 1st nat training taken by dear mr. ronnie ytd...
hell for me since i haven been running AT ALL for 2 months..
fats juggling ard..
couldnt catch up with the 5 rounds warm up
panting like mad woman after that
legs soft like jelly, literally
sobs.. so demoralised..
no stretching and went straights into sprints and agility drills etc..
t.o.r.t.u.r.e
..went basic.. mini attack & defence.. stick work drills..
aft whole trg ended, fatherly ronnie said more to come cause wat we did was only warm up.
no fitness trg was added ytd nite
i wanted to faint rite on the spot
i wanted to run away and never come back to hockey
YES I CAN! haha.. mus have hope..
H.O.P.E
so demoralised...
no one to talk to
sudden mood flactuation
*sobs*
