Horoscope

Throughout today, you will feel the impact of past actions very strongly -- this could include both pleasant memories and unpleasant ones, so be prepared for pangs of melancholy to pop up here and there.
There is no going back, so do not succumb to feelings of regret -- which is a waste of emotion.
Know that these negative experiences helped you learn some very important lessons.
Take a philosophical approach and carry on.

hmmm.... something directional?? =)
Im getting better...
Even though I know what will be the eventual outcome, im still glad that he is there with me now.
Mood & appetite is definitely improving now though i dunno how long will that last.
I know that he will not be there sooner or later.
Remember my let nature takes it course? I think i know e direction somehow already.
Just waiting it to be happen & from then onwards, i'll go n enjoy myself & life gonna be great!!

im sucha failure right? haha...
I suppose some might have always thought im a strong person. Na de qi fang de xia...
Somehow i failed miserably in this aspect. Na de qi, shi zhong fang bu xia...
I need time to be friend with me...
Time will be my very best friend.
I wasted so much time on being sad & stuck in self pity..
People have moved on, time has slipped past..

1st April.. Im waiting for you.. =))
Im having my mental preparation.
The 1 year time frame that i thought of using to wait have to be given up already. =))))
Life gonna be great!!
Cause it not gonna be the same anymore? Right?

Grandma had gone, definitely something missing in from my heart.
I miss her lots though i regretted not being there when she was hospitalised.
At least im glad im able to send her off during her last journey.
The last week back in sg was a lonely & sad affair.
Its just so depressing to see e wheelchair, that bed & picturing what she had gone thru.
Im just hoping to see her in my dream now telling me she much more happy now & gone somewhere happier. =))
I love u granny.. always do...

i wish you understand more at 9:41 pm