"Parting of loving someone is learning to let go"

!LOVESTORIES

{Monday, August 21, 2006}

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IM GOING NUTS!!!

WTF!!!

I NEEDA KEEP SANE!!!

i think i need a psychiatrist!

i wish you understand more at 11:32 pm

{Sunday, August 20, 2006}

hmmm.. was supposed to go watch "click" with someone.
In the end kenna dua-ed.......
peizhi'll definately ask me not to go with that someone... muahahaha!

weird right? Since a decision have been made.
But no choice lei.. everyone i know have watched that show already.... -sigh-

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also kenna dua-ed by that eey0re la...
but nvm... i love eey0re alot to be angry with her...
can go another day.. heh heh heh...
hope u settled the stuffs at home aye? =)
i'm jus an sms away... call also can la...

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but im really frigging bored at home!!!
sobs... i need a part time job.. anyone have lobang? =D
so much free time on hand now.. heh heh heh...
supper/games/club anything also can jio me la... Think i'll be able to make it provided that i am not sick/engaged at home/working/super duper tired or piss... muahahahhahaha....

jus came back from sis place. Had choc fondue at her place.. nicey nicey nicey...
played jenga with ks, boggled with sis n ks, had instant noodles......................................................

n before i forgot.. i kenna dua-ed by somebody who wanted to come my place to collect some stuffs as well as pass me my present...
N HOR take the chance to ask a ger out ytd nite when i wasnt going!!! SNEAKY lor... tsk tsk....

end of entry..
*toodles*
abrupted end

i wish you understand more at 7:27 pm

im so fucking bored at home..

n the rest are like having fun out there in dbl O...

sianzation...

its only night like this you realise how lonely you are...

i wish you understand more at 1:47 am

{Tuesday, August 15, 2006}

jus landed last nite from taiwan...
its been a nice n yet not so nice trip after all...

the receiptionist told us on our last day that the best month to visit tw is in MARCH! weather cool with all the flowers bloomed and also not forgetting the "ying hua" and recommended us where to go. ALL ON THE LAST DAY while we were waiting for the transport to come.. SHEESH!

the hotel i stayed at was jus smack right in XiMenDing(XMD). So its really convenient to travel around with the MRT station just a short 2-3 mins walk away. =)
Weather was really very hot and humid that u pespire till ur whole tee can be wet! and the bad thing is that in taipei, there is not much air-conditioned place around. ermz... apart from the MRT station bah. Heh heh heh....

Places i went
Yang Ming Shan - [MRT- Bus up YMS - Bus ard YMS - Bus dwn YMS]
I travelled for quite a fair bit and stand ALOT with lotsa curve & swerving at a really fast speed. (As the name suggested, its a mountain.. hence the HEIGHT is very high la. People with weak heart can die from standing in that bus and looking out when you see yourself so high up.)
I got so nausea and sick after that ride up can?!
and guess what the best part. We dint walk or stopover to see the scenic view of YMS. why..when i have spent almost one whole morning travelling?
if only u r there to experience the heat lor. Even when sitting in the bus, you could feel the heat & perspire! we dint even dare to get down lor. In e end, we decided to give it a miss. sobs!!

Danshui - Fisherman Wharf
basically its jus a walk walk, play game & eat place. Old street kind. Took a ferry to fisherman wharf cos people said that sunset at the lover's bridge is fantastic. But i guess we went too early. Sun not even setting yet lor. I think cos we dint walk ard YMS. Hence went danshui too early. LOL!!! so we sat ard feeling the breeze before we left.. SHITE.. miss the sunset this time! ARGH!!!! WASTE MY TIME, $ and ENERGY!

Wu Fen Pu
Place to shop for clothes & accessories.. Basically clothes are relatively cheaper than other places. I think its the wholesale area where places like Shilin , XMD etc get their clothes from.
Dint really buy any clothes from here la. Cause their fashion is really different as compared to SG. Really kiddy kiddy kind. Not suitable at all. =D

Some A**hole sales people are really damn nasty & rude la. I got stared at for nothing. Like 1 of the shop i went, i merely asked the price of a carrier and a tee, n he started asking whether i want it anot. PEOPLE NEED TO CONSIDER ONE LEI! in the end, i decided not to cause material wasnt so nice. So i politely, nicely & paisey-ing said SORRY to him. N I GOT STARED BACK REAL BADLY LA!!! FUCK SIA! it shocked me la.... n totally spoilt my mood lor. it was those really bad stare manz.
Whereas some is like very impatient and speak to you very harse... SHIT MANZ.
(I should have gone to HK sia...)

Shilin NM
not much to shop... Doesnt understand why... prices steeper and very crowded unlike wufenpu.. mainly more of eating there bah. =) And i cant stand their almond drink stalls there. SMELLY!!! n its alot of those push cart stalls sia! sheesh...
And its amazing that when they spot a police far far away, less than few mins, all these pushcarts are gone. Some onto back alleys, some up the main pavement, shielding themselves... lol... so comical u see them pushing away with their customer standing there. LOL!

Raohe NM
Dun go there. Absolutely nothing to do there. Tried the pepper bun that people in the forum have recommended. Not much actually. =S i think they like to Q those with long Q.. HAHA!! once again, mayb its their taste la...

JiuFen
A old village with lotsa stairs, eating places and shops selling small accessories.. Bought the famous tai yang bing for u guys to try! heh heh heh! Still very hot. Hais... im like even darker now lor.

Peizhi!! see.. i dint go phuket( did u go there? or was it another place ) , i can get dark too!

XMD
Things that are sold here r bout same price as sg la.. so not much to buy here. Only walk ard see see lor.. =) And on the morning that we are leaving, I saw F.I.R!!! i think they were shooting commercial or whatsoever.. haha.. cos got ppl arranging the FANs standing area so that when the door of the van opened, they starts screaming... MUAAHAHAHAHA.... The female lead hair damn red la..

CKS Memorial Hall

Built till it looks so much like the Lincoln memorial Hall in washington DC ( which i dint managed to go in cos mummy was too tired to walk there le..)The guard changing process was cool la.. I wonder how they managed to time their pace etc... *whistle*

Food that i had
- famous chix cutlet from shilin night market ( it was nice!)
- ah zhong mee sua in shilin & XMD
- lu rou fan ( i think its stewed pork rice la.. ) -super yummY! i had it for 3 days consecutively! =D
- mango ice from san1 xiong1 mei4 ( the ice shaving relli thin n thick-dunno how to explain but was relli nice but idiotic thing i suddenly got stomach ache n clnt eat it. SHIT!)
- you yu geng (Sotong stew)
- alot of diff type of nice packaged drinks
- SMELLY TOFU! ( IT SUCKS BIG TIME! e smell wasnt so bad, it was the taste... or mayb i chose the wrong stall)
- tai yang bing ( Buttery pastry- nice!)
- Sweet & sour dumplings soup (NICE!!)
- bubble tea
- some yam balls
- some chee kueh with red meat in it. (dun really like e taste la.. haa!)
- fishballs was tasty! (QQ one!!)

actually, i cldnt possibly list out all e food i tasted. But overall food wise wasnt too bad! =) But there is alot i dint managed to taste la.. Perhapes next time... when the weather is cooler. Cos cool weather makes u cool and it will make u wanna walk! sheesh...

Games i played...
Basically, i only played one game. Basketball in the arcade. Its those we had in SG too. That dispenses ticket kind, where you throw the basketball in the loop?

Their arcade is full of this, very minimal other games or those street fighter kind. Weird that these taipei ppl loves this game so much that everywhere u go u can see this game. =/
n i saw this amazing little boy who haven even hit my waist line ( i think) in height playing the kid sized machine, scoring each ball he threw!!! FANTASTIC LA HIM!! -squeal- so damn cool la.. HAH HAH!

Games i saw....
lotsa game la.. Basically is like throw money to them de la.. SHEESH.. these people.. like playing so much lor. =S
n hor...
u noe those catch toys machine?? with those super thin & weak metal claws that u pratically cant catch any stuff toys etc kind? They have it loads there too! n they are like charging minimun of 150-200TWD which is ard SGD15-20 la! THATS CRAZY!
n its not those really cute or very good kind of toys. Some are even key chains. But like i say, people there throw $ money.. Spend alot on these kind of machine. Madness i tell you. There is even people working for these machines.. If customer managed to catch one, they'll open the door and place another one that "looks" like gonna drop in to lure another stupid customer lor... =/ *faints*
n the claws are like once u lift it opens kind.. tsk tsk..

aiyoz.. there is lots more to say if i wan to la.. But...
im so tired already. So many things...
hahahaha.....

n i took very little pics... will post some if i get it! =)
*toodles*

i wish you understand more at 6:54 pm

{Friday, August 04, 2006}

oh my....

ytd i was still saying i kinda misses people & frens...
and guess what when i browse thru my horoscope during my free time?

Maintaining social relationships can be exhausting, and sometimes you may ask yourself if all of the effort is worth it. After all, you've had your share of experiences with people flaking on dinner plans, overlooking birthdays and other faux pas like that. Right now, focus on the connections you feel, not the mistakes people make. Remember the long talks, the comfortable quiet and the laughing until your sides ached. Get back in touch with a long lost friend.

hahahahahaha... at least i did msg 1, seen a few @ delta last night... =>

i wish you understand more at 2:42 pm

{Thursday, August 03, 2006}

wtf??!!??
i cannot believe it. sheesh...
if it wasnt for that complimentary tickets, i wouldnt wan to go and waste my money.
not that i do not support the people i want to. It jus doesnt make sense to me la.

xxxxxx

dun you think it sucks when you are feeling so sick and yet not sick kind? That you are not sick enuff to get an MC yet you gotta get your arse outta the bed each day? Especially you are this kind of people who always hang around that line. Sick yet not sick enuff... wth

sheesh.. i hate this kind of moments.

xxxxxx

suddenly.. i miss alot of people..

i dunno y...

i miss u...

i miss people from my last work place... that i sent a msg asking how is she...

i miss hanging ard with my gang... ppl like zhi and all...

i miss studying...

yet dun miss at all... i is weird..

how?

is this an emotional "emptiness"?

"xin ling kong xu.... "

i read about this article and seems so true for me...

http://psy.fh21.com.cn/szxl/20060119/11091310.shtml

if u unds cheena word well.. try reading it.. =)

-sigh-

restless....

i wish you understand more at 4:22 pm

Yes if your work commitments change by all means come down and start training again.

hehe.. i fwd-ed e email to him again and this was the reply i got.. =P bleah.... at last the message is sent across and not stuck somewhere that only gods knows.. *grinZ* .... if u understand what i meant. MUAHAHAHA....

i wish you understand more at 4:00 pm

{Wednesday, August 02, 2006}

i shall endure this painful period.
i shall not and must not cry for i have chosen it to be like this.
everything that threatens to roll down my face are forcefully kept back.
you may not feel so but i really think its fine this way.
i can only tell myself to stay strong and firm.

and next year is an unpredictable year.
am i to go or to stay?
i have fear in me and there is no longer one that is willing to be there for me.

i really feel like letting it all out now.
its irritating me and suffocating me.
to go or to stay.

urgh

i wish you understand more at 3:23 pm

i guess i wun be posting on my trip to the US. Too long an entry to blog about.
But i can only say that NIAGARA fall was fantastic. =) *gRinz*
n i managed to get a CaNaDa chop on my passport too..

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SHF sent me a letter to inform me that i was dropped from national team to the shadow list. Urging me to continue training with them as well as the club to continue strive and be back in the ladies team. hmmm... apparently terry did not receive my letter of resignation. *shrugs* shall i sent him another one then?

buahahahaha...

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"i thought i'll never see you again..."

" till that day i turn around and saw you walking down that bend...."

" everything about you have never change...."

" and my heart skipped a beat...."

yea... yea... tralalalalala

" have i.... ever.... be the same to you like you have been to me....."

yea... yea... tralalalala

-sigh-

i wish you understand more at 3:12 pm