"Parting of loving someone is learning to let go"

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{Monday, February 26, 2007}

yea.. its been kinda long since i updated..

am trying to get myself into studying again. Its kinda difficult when the brain & mind is so lazy to touch books all these years... & e additional 2 years plus of working made it worst...
The lecturers seems to rattle off very fast, hardly any pauses in between... sorta like lullaby to sleep for me.. Once i lost what they are trying to say, my mind & brain just shut off & off i go into a stoning mode.
What i have on hand now is a quik test on wed, weekly lab report & a project!! Its only week 2 of school term...
No wonder im in such a panicky mode yet too unmotivated to produce any work.

I have Skype now... So anyone have Skype?? hee...
I have a calling card but i kinda hate it when i need to use the house fone. Cause have to ask from the owner & he kept it in his room. So......... i dun like it la........
So.... I bought credit for Skype n i can call home as and when i like!!... More ex but i use it with ease i guess... =)
He got me a Logitech webcam with a free microphone.... Brought over here by his fren who is in e same school as me... (I take it as my vday gift la.. hee..)

Anyway... ah hui also very nice... Knowing i fear the darkness of the room. He DHL-ed me a lamp he bought from ikea.. It came along with a card... Thats my V-day present... =D haaa.... Now i have eerie red light at night. Cause the kuku me went to fix in a red bulb instead of a yellow....muahahaha...(This happened quite some time liao, now then i blog about it)

All alone here aint good.. Not very close to stacey nor the people here.
Sorta like an anti-social kid..
He is my only "emotional" support now....Been talking to him everyday..
he heard it all.. my worries, my fear, my tears & my wishes..
I know some of you must be thinking that i will get back with him.. A matter of time.. But i guess i really wanna keep it this way. A very good friend. I really hope so.....
Whereas some might just ask me to find another one! n not get back with him...
Nature has its own way of making things works.. so i guess, let nature takes its course then... =)

Received a bad news back home. Coming to term with it.
Wish I can fly back home straight away but i guess i cant...
What i can only do now is pray & hope that god can give me more time...
Let me have the chance.... to see u, hug u & spend quality time with you....
I wish that you are happy.. n ur mind is strong... =)
This is totally unexpected...
All i wanna say is I love you alot... N i miss you lots...

i wish you understand more at 8:20 pm

{Thursday, February 15, 2007}

how was everyone valentine day? =)
Good i hope... hee...

mine was a boring one.. had no orientation program yesterday & so it was lazy day for me...
Went to Kardinya for a short trip.
Walked around with stacey for some grocery shopping & wondered aloud why there is so many bouquets/stalk & pots of roses all over..
Then it struck us that it was VALENTINE day!! hahahaha...

After groceries shopping, we stopped by some stall to play those crossword puzzle.
It cost us $3 each la... But i ended up winning a bonus word. N got back $5!!!
heh heh heh.. so technically, i earned $2! Weet~~!!

Some donkey partner broke his promise to sms me valentine wishes lor.....
Must be too busy with the gf already... HMPHF~~~
lousy lousy lousy!!!
but... he did today... haha.. added with a secret hug!! (gf cannot know kind)
that doesnt mean u r forgiven u noe? *winks*
i still need a treat and a starbuck coffee... tralalalala~

im so good at earning myself treats!! *pats my own shoulder..* =)

I had a good dinner today... LAKSA!!
thinking that i shouldnt waste food.. i finished all up.....
n now i came home eating more rock melons!!
kaoz... overate... *wanna puke already* *burp*
HAHA! mummy still scared i wun eat here... but i guess i will go home 1 size bigger!
ALL & i really MEANT ALL... of the people living under the same roof as me wanna me to grow fat la!!
*@&Y#^@%^!@(!**@&^!&%%@$!
they are like pushing food to me n eat.... lots of butter... lots of this lots of that....
TAK BOLEH TAHAN liao la....

muahahahah!
XIU GETTING FAT!!!

toodles....

i wish you understand more at 7:59 pm

{Sunday, February 11, 2007}

im so bored now!! n its like only in e evening.. I got absolutely nothing to do... =/
I miss my family!! am getting e calling card tmr so i can call home n chit chat for long long.. =)

Went for a breakfast cum mingling session today morning..
Was like so anti social.. LOl... as u noe, i dun talk to strangers!
N my sister kept telling me not to talk to STRANGERS! muahaha.. im being lame here. =)

I need an english name.. Everyone cant seem to pronounce it. I know i shd be proud of my name..
but...
u noe u noe.. haa! mOon` sounds relli not good right?

stacey's family gg back tmr.. So i guess we will be doing a short shopping spree by ourselves..
I got nightmare last night! and the lead was stacey's mum!!
Dreamt that she was ordering me around doing things.. Gosh~ n im like with her for 2-3 nights only...

having steamboat dinner tonight (leftovers from ytd BBQ)...
hee.. getting abit hungry.
Now i understand y ppl get bigger here.. Cause apart from eatg, there aint anything to do basically!~

Gtg~~!!

i wish you understand more at 5:36 pm

{Friday, February 09, 2007}

u bluff me ah? Told me u'll be online to talk to me...

im so tired..
but i dun dare to sleep.
Im afraid of dark in a foreign place... =/
I need e lights to be on but scared e owner not happy...
ahhhh..... sian sian......

Woo.. i've been spending quite alot.
hmmm.... i got a desk fan now cos e room is so hot.
Changed my room door lock cos it doesnt have lock at all...
no privacy lor & i cant lock e room when i goes out..
Still kinda homesick.. BUt i guess i can only get used to it now & not whinning over it ya? =)

Fren who is with me is called stacey.
Stacey's family is over here for a holiday as well as helping her to settle down.
Looking at her, she doing quite good i guess....
I've been following them around & being quite a loner la..
Nothing to talk about with them wat... =/

Tmr is another long day out to shopping & followed by BBQ @ night...

p/s: people, my number is +61 0431400178.. Anything msg me k? I'll be glad just to rcv ur sms.. =)

V-day is just another 3-4 days away. Happy valentines to the couples... Pz&lynn, Shaun&Diana, Kiat&Sheena & Ling&JJ. Not forgetting my donkey partners...

As for those like me..... Happy valentines too... =)
I'll be having a lonely one here though.. MUAHAHAHAH!!
Stacey shall be my date for that night..

AWWWWWwWww..12.22am already....
who is willing to give me some light into my life... waahahaha...

i wish you understand more at 11:12 pm

{Thursday, February 08, 2007}

hello people...

time here is an hr earlier than Singapore..
Current mood now is sad, lost & sianz lor.. hehehe...

Thanks Alot to the u people who came down today!!
Thankiew thankiew~~ to sheena, kiat, peizhi, diana, shaun, puiyee & wynne!!
plus him la...
Sorry that i was in sucha rush to get in.. *bleah*
Got onto e plane as soon as i got pass e gantry la.. so no time to specially dedicate a sms to each one of u wor... =)

SOMEBODY BO XIM LA...
NEVER COME SEND ME OFF!!!
EXCUSE LA....
STILL DARE TO CALL ME!!

HAIS...
im missing mummy now....

i wish you understand more at 11:48 pm

{Sunday, February 04, 2007}

Just got home from watching the U-21 match...
(Super Pissed off cos i waited 1 hr for a stupid cab & NONE came)
Though I dint watch much of the game, but i guess they did pretty well considering the defeat of only 1-0. =)
Great work... (as heard from others)
Went frozen desserts for ice cream @ serene centre shortly after the game.
I had chendol & reversO(choc)...
YuMMy YumMY...
I wanna try the "daily scoop" at sunset way... LYCHEE MARTINI!!
tee hee hee

Last night post dint came out. N i dunno why.. -sigh-

Went for steamboat @ soxx's new place. Nice place for $800++ k... =D
Lotsa laughter & lotsa fun...
Steamboat was great.. company was great but PictionARY WAS THE BEST!
muahahah!!!
I got suan-ed as usual la... AIYAH... GET USE TO IT MAN!
forwards are always bullied.. *LauGHs*
I got a DKNY perfume, a small "clutch" plus a cross stitch done by lovely viper.. =)
THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE...

After having so much fun, i caught a late night movie "Adrift" with hui, ting & wc...
I had pratas too!! hee... But too bad wc need to go home, otherwise i'll still be stoning somewhere wor..

I can feel the care & concern..
But its kinda scares me.. I hope the gut feeling is wrong.
I jus love the way it is now & i hopes nothing else changes it.
Thank you so much & i appreciates it.
I been trying slowly & subtle-ly trying to pull away..
Perhaps being too close aint such a good choice afterall.
I dunno whether that was a "leading" u on kind of gesture, but i just wanna say i dint mean to hurt u in one way or another...
And i guess i was mean enuff to keep on talking about the other him........

***Wo men zhi jian de gan jue hao hao..
Dan.. Dang zhong jiu shi hao xiang que shao le xie she me shi de...
Wo dui ni jiu hao xiang dui qi ta ren yi yang...
Da jia dou shi hao peng you...
Wo zhong jiu kua bu chu na yi tiao jie xian.....***

i wish you understand more at 5:28 pm

Just got home from watching the U-21 match...
(Super Pissed off cos i waited 1 hr for a stupid cab & NONE came)
Though I dint watch much of the game, but i guess they did pretty well considering the defeat of only 1-0. =)
Great work... (as heard from others)
Went frozen desserts for ice cream @ serene centre shortly after the game.
I had chendol & reversO(choc)...
YuMMy YumMY...
I wanna try the "daily scoop" at sunset way... LYCHEE MARTINI!!
tee hee hee

Last night post dint came out. N i dunno why.. -sigh-

Went for steamboat @ soxx's new place. Nice place for $800++ k... =D
Lotsa laughter & lotsa fun...
Steamboat was great.. company was great but PictionARY WAS THE BEST!
muahahah!!!
I got suan-ed as usual la... AIYAH... GET USE TO IT MAN!
forwards are always bullied.. *LauGHs*
I got a DKNY perfume, a small "clutch" plus a cross stitch done by lovely viper.. =)
THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE...

After having so much fun, i caught a late night movie "Adrift" with hui, ting & wc...
I had pratas too!! hee... But too bad wc need to go home, otherwise i'll still be stoning somewhere wor..

I can feel the care & concern..
But its kinda scares me.. I hope the gut feeling is wrong.
I jus love the way it is now & i hopes nothing else changes it.
Thank you so much & i appreciates it.
I been trying slowly & subtle-ly trying to pull away..
Perhaps being too close aint such a good choice afterall.
And i guess i was mean enuff to keep on talking about the other him........

***Wo men zhi jian de gan jue hao hao..
Dan.. Dang zhong jiu shi hao xiang que shao le xie she me shi de...
Wo dui ni jiu hao xiang dui qi ta ren yi yang...
Da jia dou shi hao peng you...
Wo zhong jiu kua bu chu na yi tiao jie xian.....***

i wish you understand more at 5:28 pm