home whole day
rotted and grew quite an amount of moulds at hme
mood not very good
bad things looming over my head
bad thoughts
bad thoughts
bad thoughts
really hope i can starts studying this year and stop wasting my time
but what course shd i take up
should i go overseas? but im afraid i wldnt survive
what is my future?
trials tmr, thurs & fri
guess i cant even hit a 9 on the list
fear of failure
fear of disgrace
perhapes i shd just leave
perhapes my passion is no longer there
I am weak now
having attempted to
cry out all feelings and
emotions for you:
In one breath you
make me smile and cry
in one phone call you
lift my spirits and
plunge me into depression
Your voice can build up
my hopes and shatter my dreams.
You leave me wondering, yet
disenchanted.
How you do it,
I'll never know.
And that you do it,
I'll never breathe a clue.
At least not to you.
sorry for the incoherent
