depressed & guilt stricken
my close next-door-neighbour passed away last nite
being a first aider me...
argh.. everything a blur now
thinking of what i could have done ytd nite
he might have a slight chance of survival
fuck
a life gone
his image deeply rem in my mind
i cant shake it off
i cant erase the memory
wat can i do now?
i feel like its all my fault
and to those with asthmatic frens
always have ur med within reach
always see the doc shd u have difficulty breathing
do not drag
do not not like going to the doc
please...
for somthing to b gone
is fast & swift
u do not have time to react
ppl ard u do not have time to react
ur brain starts to die after 4 mins deprived of oxygen
u r considered brain dead after 10 mins
fragile
