hey mate,
i know you might not even read this post but still im dedicating a little post for you today.
you said you are honoured to have mates like us but dint you know we are even more honoured to have you as our friend too?
you had my admiration mate.
i salute you
for your courage
for your determination
for your undying passion for the sport you played
for your never say die attitude
i have known you since i was 14 but it wasnt till the recent years that i have gotten know you better. A senior like you is so precious and rare to come by. And it shames me to reflect back on myself that im giving up so easily. i will try to stay on.
to prove what old simple-minded, narrow-minded man wrong.
Lose-lose situation for us it may be. but we will fight on together with you & for you.
you have came a really long & tiring road till today. Each time proving your worth to a new coach for someone your size.
To be denied a place once again today is simply heart wrenching. Mates beside you feels for you. you may not have shed a single tears in front of us but we all know your heart is shattered into so many countless pieces, trying to make us not to worry for you.
I am very apologetic im not very good with words but you simply have my support in whatever you do.
world is never fair and will continue to be so.
top management not at our level will never know how things work and simply using some excuses, they made a person's dream shattered. For the benefits of their own thinking it will solve the recurring problems that they have faced all these bloody long years.
The support you want will never comes for its you guys who made the whole thing so f**ked-up.
to eeyore: have faith in your mate for we all know she will be back once again proving her worth to all odds.