an encounter with someone im very close to, so close that no one knows evoked,
flash back to my secondary school life..
i been in an all girls school for 4 years
and seen what i have never seen before.
girl with girl, a kind of love blossoms
i do not know what kind of love is that,
the feeling and effort put in into it,
for i never been in it before,
at least that what i thought so.
at some point of my time in there, i thought mayb that was just a phase that one goes through since we are all seeing girls everyday.
n we will get over it soon...
it may be even right after we graduated,
where we mingles with the male species on earth.
i was being asked or rather made to give some thought on what is coming later on.
here it goes.....*identity confidential*
she came from a girl school.
she had a
boyfriend.she n her was never close for their age gap was so great.
she & her were friends through stuffs they engage in
n they have occasional trips.
From one of the trip
she felt something so different and it wouldnt feel the same if someone else was the one who did exactly what that lady did
she became unsure and think the feeling might jus pass over time, just another phase
back at home, she became closer to her
she felt she was closer, as compared to last time
she and her exchanged sms-es which they dun last time
she started to pay attention to her
she starts to show concern for her
she doesnt know what she doing anymore
the lady's msges to her made her very happy
she kept her msges and re read it once in a while
but she have a boyfriend and now she in a dilemma
is she straight or have she started to waver in her belief
she wondered why she cared so much for that lady
she wondered why she always asked whether that lady is joining the gang outing etc...
but she noe that "lady" may never have felt anything
she noes that "lady" have been in a r/s last time
and may have jus treated her like a younger sister
from what i feel....
i think she reads too much into it,
from that slight sisterly love given to my that someone
perhapes she have never had such kind gesture before?
or was it just those kind of admiration she had for "lady"?
those sorta idol kind of person...
so what do u think?
leave a word for me in the taggie ya....?
=)
