its weird that its like less than 12 hrs, im gg for a very long holiday in a faraway country..
im not in the least excited mood. No anticipation.. nothing...
what is wrong? Im trying to figure that out.
The sister asked me in the car this morning, so are you kinda EXCITED to be leaving tonight? i jus had a straight no.. She was surprised.. i AM too if you dunno. WTH man?
grrrrrr................. I had a gut feeling that it had something to do with my hormones. Yes, im pushing the blame to my hormones.
I do not what to expect and react at the airport. I do not have the urge to see you..
what am i to say?
what am i to do?
urgh.. disgustingly disgusted with myself. *pui*