lost someone so dear to me....
urgh~~
e feeling is so horrible...
worst fear coming true...
e feeling of coming back here is horrible too...
how did i ever land myself in this mess...
there is regrets for being too late....
hais...
i hope you are happy now....
love u lots...
its too late....
its not e same anymore....
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now..
im losing another one... in another way....
e one who is able to give me my only source of comfort...
Even though i expected it to be like this.. but i never knew it still hurts... so much....
I also wishes you to be happy but im unwilling to let go...
reality hurts & i rather you lied then give me e real answer...
yet i wanted nothing but the truth answer that comes straight from e heart....
human mind are just so contradicting eh?
its really not e same anymore...
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2 impt paper & 1 small quiz next wed..
n i gotta no mood...
really no mood...
i noe im not gonna do well...
n im feeling damn demoralized...
crying doesnt help anymore...
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i will be fine...
i hope...
